I was rather convicted today about how stressed out I've been getting about this whole election season and all. I was thinking how much I've been trying to figure the whole thing out myself and how little I've actually asked God for help. Not that I haven't thought a lot about the things that I believe as a Christian... or even neglected to look in the Bible for answers... but when it came right down too it today, I realized that I could hardly remembering praying about it at all and actually asking God what was best. Not that I really ever receive straight up writing on the wall answers (and not that I would really be entirely eager to get one of those, unless it was good... and a lot of other people saw it too....) but I think I've had at least the wrong attitude toward it all. And I want to apologize to you guys for trying to drag you into my frame of mind so much in the past.
This doesn't mean that I'm any happier about the current situation or that I'm taking down my Joker banner anytime soon... just that I want to approach it a bit more humbly... and maybe try to see how it could work out for good. And ask Gods advice, even if I am really terribly late in doing much of that... but then, better late than never I suppose.